My many fascinations, passions, and thoughts. At times personal. At times insane. At times vulgar and humorous. At times somber and detached. But always in some state of rapture.

Friday, July 31, 2009

R.I.P. E. Lynn Harris


I was stunned when I heard that E. Lynn Harris died. I couldn't believe it. I thought it was just another rumor. But as the reports came in I soon realized it was, in fact, truth. Harris was a tremendous talent. He was voice of a community that had often been silenced, not existent, or unacknowledged in the literary world. His contributions helped pave the way for many of today's black gay contemporary writers. He inspired dialogue. He opened minds and hearts. E. Lynn Harris was a treasure and he will forever be missed. Thank you for inspiring us. Thank you for sharing our stories. Thank you for helping me, and I'm sure many others, who - at a young age - was struggling with my sexuality but learned accept and embrace it. Rest in peace E. Lynn Harris. We love you!

~ BuddahDesmond

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Thursday, July 23, 2009

Never Knew

Never knew I could feel this way about someone
I always thought about it
Always dreamed about it
Fantasized about it
Prayed for it
But never knew it would be like this

What I’m feeling far exceeds expectations
It trumps predecessors
It squashes competition
Smashes records
Wins every time
I had a feeling before but it doesn’t equal the real thing

Everything I’ve ever wanted in a man
I’ve found in you
All the wonderful things that dreams are made of
All the qualities to brag about
All the characteristics I find attractively appealing
Intellect and wit that keeps me on my toes
Handsome sexiness that I can’t resist
Tenderness, care and compassion that brings tears to my eyes
With flaws and all you are simply beautiful, inside and out

Never knew I could find everything and more
I always wrote about it
Always sang about it
Talked about it
Wished for it
But it eclipses all that I’ve ever hoped for

Didn’t know it would be like this
It’s better than I expected
And I’m glad to finally have it
I’m glad to be in this place
Glad to have this feeling
So glad to be this in love
And for this, I will continue to express my gratitude

~ BuddahDesmond

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Now playing: Chrisette Michele & Ne-Yo - What You Do (Single Version)
via FoxyTunes

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Thursday, July 09, 2009

R.I.P. Michael Jackson (1958 - 2009)




Legend.
Icon.
Innovator.
Trendsetter.
Humanitarian.

You were truly gifted.
An inspiration to many.
You were the greatest entertainer in the world.
Touched so many of us with your heart, soul, and spirit.

There will never be another like you.
So we are grateful that God kept you here as long as he did.
We are sad that you had to go so young.
But it was time.
You were called.
And now peace is finally yours.

You will truly be missed.
Your music and legacy will continue to inspire, uplift, and shape us all
You will never die.
You will always live on.
We will always love you, Michael Joseph Jackson!!!

~ BuddahDesmond

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